Elle était là…

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 06/22/2006
Location: Makati City
*First posted on Dotaportal.com. See here
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Travelling, wondering, dreaming
I'm keeping myself silent for all these days
The past may have been so silent
Between us, yes between us
Now I can see, we are going strong
But I'm longing to hold you, I'm longing to see you
When can I be with you? When can I see you?

Honey we maybe miles apart
But honey you're always in my heart
You take my breath away
I wish that you will forever stay.

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 08/01/2007
Location: Makati City
*First posted on Dotaportal.com. See here
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The long wait is over
I was standing at the edge of the world
I was about to fall
Yet, you came. Held my hand and joined me

You're falling with me.
Drifting in the wind
Everything seems to be perfect
We are endlessly falling, falling so deep

Long road separates us
High mountains block us
Wide oceans and seas part us
Yet the blue sky and the wind connects us

Blue ice meets the warmth of the sun
Slowly melting, slowly spreading
Warmth and intensity profound
predilection for one another

Dark brown eyes meets the blue sky
Seems so near yet so far
Softly kiss the awaiting lips
Melt in an eternal, everlasting kiss

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 10/25/2006
Location: Antipolo City
*First posted on Dotaportal.com. See here
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She took a blade from her pocket
Slowly, determined to end it
She slashed across her wrist.

Blood appeared like flowing river
Endless, seemed endless
Colour starts to fade

Her mind went swimming
in the red river of tears
She falls down, still bleeding

He can see his back fading
She calls his name, he never looked back
Thank you... For leaving me...

Coldness starting to cover
blurry ground and sky
"Finally its over" she then closed her eyes

Her soul is now drifting
in a wild red river of tears
Goodbye, cruel world, goodbye

Last breath escaped from her lips
Numbness starting occupy
Wind just passed by, no one cared

This is now what I feel
I hope you know now
I wish you do know what it feels like.

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 05/05/2007
Location: Antipolo City
*First posted on Dotaportal.com. See here
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Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 07/05/2006
Location: Makati City
*First posted on http://xanga.com/phyxsiuss. See here
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I was alone yet writing another poem in my head
No point actually of using any lead
Oh, yeah, I'm alone. So what, baby?
Hey can you stay here beside me and me to be your lady?


Sheesh, how could I be so stupid?
I fell in love with someone I don't know personally
I shouldn't, I must escape this emotional stampede
Yah, I'm so mushy, does that affect you technically?


I'm trembling, oh please help me...
He's beside me... I wish we were sitting under the tree
I'm being fancy, oh please spare me
I ain't cool, well, does that have an effect on you baby?


Fuck these things in my head hovering
Circulating in my frigging mind adds up my shivering
Fuck these words I'm using... It is so boring
Hey, why did you leave while I was snoring?

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 05/14/2007
Location: Antipolo City
*First posted on Dotaportal.com. See here
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Cold Wind rushed deep into my vein
Feeling of emptiness slowly rushed into my heart
Everything turned gray and felt intense pain
Seems something was lost in my part.

Life was changed when you were here
You've added sweet smiles on our faces
Everything seems to be so happy when you're near
Not minding even everybody's from different races

Everybody's so grateful to have you as a friend
Luckily this community was built to connect all races
Wishing that the friendship would never end
So you can still continue glowing us your warmth to our faces.

Then suddenly, unexpectedly
A news rattled the whole community
They said you were gone, how could that be?
You were so good and your future's full of opportunity

A howling wind rushed passed me
An intense pain rushed in me
My life turned gray, losing you
A sad tear flowed on my cheek and felt so true

Goodbye, great friend for all the times
You've showed us the greatness and kindness in your heart
Goodbye, great friend it's so hard to keep the rhymes
Knowing you'll never be back, but surely in our hearts you're a part.

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 05/14/2009
Location: Makati City
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Pain.
Tears.
Ruined dreams.
High Hopes.
Falling so hard.
Face down.

Are you going to stop me?
Are you going to hinder me
From reaching my unreachable dreams?
For you? Just for you?

I will.
With my whole heart, I will.
I'll stop, for you.
I'll give up everything for you.
Dreams are just dreams
Hopes are just hopes
Pain lingers. Tears trail forever.


I want you to be happy.
I want you to do everything you wish to do to me.
I want you to be contented.
I want to see you satisfied.

Don't worry about me.
This will pass.
I'll give up everything for your happiness
Don't worry about my pain.
I'm used to it.
Don't fret when you see tears.

I can't be good to myself.
I just want to give.
I will give everything.
I will surrender everything in me.

River of tears leave marks.
Pain lingers longer.
Such crash.
So painful. Crushing my heart.
Totally crushing my heart.

I'm being deaf now.
Deaf from everything my heart desires.
My personal desires.
My high hopes.
My dreams. My plans.
Don't force me to gain them back.
I can no longer handle them.

Pain.
Tears.
Ruined dreams.
High hopes.
Falling so hard.
Face down.

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 09/11/2008
Location: Makati City
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My life you hold in your hands
Was once broken, shattered like
millions of stars, falling from the sky
Dreaming to be one again
To be happy, to be full

And then you came
like a very fine breeze
Gave a new meaning
Of life in this world
The life I own, is now yours
All yours

Because it's you who
Give me strength
It's you who opened his arms
to accept the whole me
the one who picked me up
from the pit of misery
It's you the one I love
You the one I was waiting for

Now the days of waiting
is over and clear
I'm flying with you
up to the skies of love
your sweet blue eyes
Sweetest eyes I've ever seen
Making me at peace
Making me heal

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 01/02/2008
Location: Antipolo City
*As first posted on danieljeanne.blogspot.com
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Is this for real?
Is this the truth?
Do you know how I feel?
Do you know what I mean?

It started on the hot summer day
I was broken hearted
Lonely and in pain
I was starting to lose hope
I wish I could smile
I wish I could feel warm

I was all right
But deep inside
I was praying so hard
"Lord, give me someone
Who can love me
For more than who I really am
Give me the man
Who will accept me
Who will keep me and
My fragile, lonely heart."

One day
I thought I was dreaming
You were there
Like a knight in shining armour
Like the glow of the moon in the night
Sparkling water under the blanket
Of stars slowly falling in my arms

You saw my heart
You healed and filled
You decided to keep
You decided to care and cherish
A promise of warmth
A promise of love and hope
A promise of everlasting bond

I am still so fragile
But you are there to catch me
I am still so weak
You are making me strong
We dream together
We build our future for forever

If this is just a dream
I would never want to wake up
This fairy tale is so good to be true
A love to cherish never to fade
Keep me in your arms
Hold me tight
Make me feel warm with your love
Forever together never to break

Let our story be a new dimension
Of how love can bond two people
Though seas and wide lands part us
We bridge the distance that
We have between us
Through never ending faithfulness
And trust to each other
May our love grow much stronger.

Composition type: Poem
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 10/25/2007
Location: Antipolo City
*As first posted on danieljeanne.blogspot.com
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I was once a sad girl
Looking for someone
To love, to cherish, to dream with
To hope, to build future.

I was once a broken lady
With heart shattered into pieces
I yearned for someone
Who can help me put it back together

I was once your friend
After all the hurt I've experienced
You made me smile, you made me wonder
You made me forget the past

I was once your admirer
For being so great friend
But I rather not speak out loud
Because I'm afraid to lose you

Now I'm your lover
Hopefully together forever
Do all sweet things to each other
Build a wonderful future together

Five months now, honey
I hope we would be able to see each other
To touch, to kiss, to caress
Let our imagination soar, let our love grow more.

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: ??/??/2007
Location: Makati City
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What's behind your sweet smile?
What's with the glitter in your eyes?
What's with the laugh like soft rain
That takes away my pain?

Refrain:
It's like God has seasoned you with good things
It's like me falling to you endlessly
It's like me wanting to love you more
share with your laughter and hold you close

Chorus:
You are the one in my dreams
once in a time in my life
how i longed to hold you
and now that you're here... hmmm
I wish to touch your face
I want to kiss your lips
It's everything in you...
It's everything in you... that i love...

I cried like a river, yet you wisked away my tears
I shouted to ease my pain and you protected me from fears
You wish to see me smiling but then you're now so far
Will you ever come? Will you ever hold my fragile heart?

Bridge:
You're everything that I hoped to be with
You're everything i wish to hold on to
Yet i was about to sing my last song
You made me complete and new...

repeat Chorus

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: ??/??/2006
Location: Antipolo City
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Sa isang sulok ng daigdig
Hinihintay ka... sana'y marinig
isang awiting inaalay... sa iyo...
isang awiting... para sa iyo...

kahit... anong gawin...
tila walang pag-asang marating
ang panahong ika'y maaaninag din
kahit kailan mahirap pilitin

Chorus:
Saan ka na?
Ako'y iyong naririnig ba?
Dinig mo ba ang pintig ng puso
naghihintay sa yo?
Nasan ka na?
Sana'y dumating ka na
naghihintay ako... at ang aking gitara...

Ilang beses na umikot ang plaka
ng mga bandang nagbibigay saya
sa isipang di mapalagay
sa paghihintay sa'yo ng walang humpay...

Ilang awit na rin ang aking nabuo
sa utak kong tuliro
anong meron ka na wala ang iba?
bakit hanggang ngayon ay pinaghihintay pa?

(Repeat Chorus)

Bridge:
Sabihin mo lang ang hinihintay ko
nang matapos ang kaguluhan ng utak ko
itigil mo na ang pangangamba ng puso ko
dahil ako'y naghihintay sa'yo....

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: ??/??/2006
Location: Antipolo City
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I.
She smiled, she cried
She dreamed, she flew away...
She looked, she saw
the fantasy she was searching
a long long time ago.


Refrain:
I speak softly but it sounded so harsh
It made everything come back
I speak softly but she cried out loud
I can hear her heart moaning...

Chorus:
Oh girl, look at the mirror and see your face
you turned your warmth into coldness
you turned off the light from your eyes
now I see you, funny... it is you
yes i see you... you are me...

II.
You heard the music, now playing
the pain had struck and cut you deeper
what are you doing go up and move along
I heard you crying
I heard you. You are in pain...

Bridge:
Now the time has come
are you gonna run and hide?
come on step up and live
be what you have been...

Repeat Chorus

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: ??/??/2006
Location: Antipolo City
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I never thought that you'll be there
I never thought that I will see you
You always tell me you prefer
being anonymous to my world

Refrain:
(But/And) now that I have seen your eyes
That's full of promises of loving me
I wish that it would last
and be a part of reality

Chorus:
Oh baby you showed me
A smile that dissolves my pain
Oh baby please show me
Those smiles i always dreamed of seeing
oh you light my way
your smile brighten up my once dark days...

II.
i remember saying to myself
that i won't be attracted from just a smile
but my heart leapt as i met
i then forgot eveything i said.

bridge:
and now i can see
the part of you i've always seen
in my dreams
now i am walking into reality
with you...

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 05/15/2006
Location: Antipolo City
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I will never say these words again...
I will never think the way I used to...
I will never stay, longer than before..
For now I will finally say goodbye...

CHORUS:
Goodbye...
Oh baby, goodbye...
It hurts me...
More than I ever imagined
Just because of saying goodbye...
Just because of the word... goodbye..

I don't want to see you anymore
I never wanted to feel your touch again
I would never dream of kissing you back
Because I would let go and say goodbye...
(Chorus)

BRIDGE:
How can I move on again?
When my heart's calling your name
I can stand on what I've said
I just couldn't hold it, I have to say...

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: ??/??/2005
Location: Antipolo City
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I.
Today has passed
Now is yesterday
Tomorrow's coming now
Next day's today

Refrain:
How could I ever describe
these things I wanted to say to you?
I've been spending much time in the evening
trying to be with you, hoping to stay with you

Chorus:
The night has finally shaped up
morning and night rips up
in this sleepy town i found myself
preferred to cry the night away
And here I was all alone
(open/wide) eyed at midnight
trying to forget all those things in my head
trying to mend and hope that my heartache to end

II.
Here i am all alone
writing all my thoughts
feeling every breath
hoping you'll forever stay

(refrain and chorus)

Bridge:
so now i say
today has passed
now is yesterday
but i'm still here
wide-eyed at midnight
while people rest
this all sleepy cold midnight

(chorus)

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: ??/??/2006
Location: Makati City
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Here I am, there you are
Life has been silly these days
I'm wondering what's happening
between me and my feelings...

I suddenly felt this jerking thought
saying I'm so far from you
yet you're just beside me...
sitting along the passenger's seat

Chorus:
I'm still hoping that you'll finally knew
the things I wanted to say to you
I'm still wishing you will be mine
but then still i'm far behind...
Oh yes I still hope you will be with me
dreaming about the two of us and what we will be
yes I wish that i could say to you
these things in my heart that is true...

I called you, you called me
yet my heart is yearning for you
I wonder when can I be with you
shouting these absurd feelings that is true

You're beside me and befriended me
We're close but not the way I wanted to be
I wanted to keep you close in my heart
Please I beg you don't be that far

Repeat Chorus

Bridge:
I am so afraid that I might lose you If i do
I would rather hurt my feelings than to lose you
I will always still be here, so near yet so far
Watching you do your things without me in your heart

Repeat Chorus

...
yes I wish that i could say to you
these things in my heart that is true...

Composition type: Song
written by: Jeanne Bernice A. Quitoriano
Date: 11/23/2005
Location: Antipolo City
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Tears have flowed once again
in these eyes now I've been so lonely (so lonely)
why, you've been so insecure
you runaway 'cause you're so unsure (you left me)

Chorus:
And (this/my) love that I gave
you denied, you resent
you had come (now you/you should) go
'cause you're so undesirable

Memories that are so sweet
dreams were built by you and me
but now you flew away out of the blue
you hurt me deep and why'd you regret me (oh baby)

(chorus)

bridge:
I was hurt when I saw you with her
while I asked if I can spend just a few time to be with you
but you said, you can't, now I'm sure that
(chorus)